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What is he thinking? How??? wait???

Anyone understand me & know my needs?  arghhhhh!!

幸福是什么？

如一般的偶像剧有美好大结局吗？

我一直向往着幸福美满，浪漫的生活。

白痴，别发白日梦了！醒来吧！这样的生活只有在梦里！

我从小就有自卑感，我丑，我笨，我不讨喜。每个人都比我好。我妹和弟都有人疼。我没有安全感。

好希望被爱人疼和呵护哦！

我对我妈好失望。我不能接授她对这个家没有责任感。

当我堕入爱河时，我都希望他能爱我，疼我多一点。这很困难吗？还是男人会觉得我在无理取闹， 不实计。

嘿嘿。。我不是要天上的星星，金银财宝，住大洋房，坐大汽车。

一个问候和关怀是不值钱的。这很难吗？

人人都有压力。对不起，我不是有心增加你的压力。我只想说出心里话，让彼此有更深的了解。可是不能逃啊！笨蛋！！

歌曲：好心好报

歌手：方力申,stephy

作曲:伍乐城
填词:林夕

alex:
落力为你好得不到分数
你决定要跟他日後同步
他不懂爱惜你我乐意操劳
stephy:
我决意爱他祝我愉快吧
你最明白我痛极亦留下
伤得很重也不怕我愿意等他
alex:
还看着你(他会感动吗)看你在悬崖走路
他却放下你(他已跑掉吗)只照顾自己
stephy:
我惯了爱他你怎样做
在悬崖还是我无退路
*
alex:
对你好无人稀罕我好无人欣赏我好
原来你习惯他一套
从来没有爱我看得清楚我知道
不必得到不妨陪衬但愿为你好
stephy:
他从来都比你差
仍然死心爱他垂头再度听他欺诈
祈求他说爱我为何尚未等到
可能这秒时辰未到
(
而明知你爱我我竟扮未知道
好人恕我未能做到
)
alex:
最受罪也好听听你哭诉
你说难过总比分手更好
stephy:
我说几多的女主角也受过煎熬

alex:
情况坏到(他也许做到)你信任来年一日
他答应做到(他也许做到)统统都做到
alex stephy:
我也似你的无从劝告
宁愿牺牲都不愿却步

repeat *

alex:
你当我是知己我看得到
我当你是一生前途
stephy:
彼此也是沉迷盲目控制不到
alex stephy:
怎么好都等不到

alex:
怎去做无人珍惜我好无人喜欢我好
原来要学会他一套
从来没有吻过记得清楚我知道
不必得到不妨陪衬但愿为你好
stephy:
好从来都知你好(未够好)
为何他不够好(我不够好)
原来我又与他拥抱
alex stephy:
仍然相信我会有好心得好报
可能到某日会知道

我觉得我爸很伟大

对他又怜又爱

他为这个家天天做工天天捱

可是却得不到我妈的爱

只得了癌

在这一场病来, 家人的关怀是不赖

我们都为他希望他能好起来

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爸…我爱你!

My dad was diagnosed with cancer at advance stage 3 yrs ago…this is how i feel at that time.

My dad is still with us. He has been taking medicine regularly to maintain his health. We always pray that he won’t fall sick again. ‘cos if he kena a serious illness, he will need to admit to hospital. However, he is very stubborn, he will be reluctant to go there. He knows that once he is admitted, he will stay there for more than 2 weeks.

我第瘦如柴

读书像废柴

要他上学, 他对你不理睬

真想他是个读书天才

My bro, Joey, will be taking N level this yr…he had already retained sec 3 last yr.

He promised us that he will work hard this yr..but too bad..he doesn’t keep his promise. He has been disappointing us once again.

However, we notice that he has a talent…a talent in acting…act sick to take MC. His MC rate is higher that my annual leave. He can take at least 2 MC each week with different excuses.

Haizzzzz…dunno how to make him wake up & pull up his sock. He has nothing to do but to play games, watch tv & go out with friends.

We’ve been talking & counselling him using soft & hard way…no use! Well…let’s hope…hope things get better …hope that he’ll change…hope that he grows up & think for his future!